Most of my life has been spent chasing a lie. I was raised a Mormon and found myself chasing the American dream (Mormon style). I was almost 40 years old when everything came apart. Both of my sons were in an auto accident. One was killed and one badly injured. My wife of 20 years decided she hated men and didn't want to be married to one, especially me. My mother died of a heart attack, and then the son who was injured became a paraplegic in another accident. My job ended in a big layoff. My son blamed me for the split-up of our marriage and now hates me. I became an alcoholic, and life as I knew it ended. I had lost everything.
Now it came about on one of those days, that He and His disciples got into a boat, and He said to them, "Let us go over to the other side of the lake." And they launched out. But as they were sailing along He fell asleep; and a fierce gale of wind descended upon the lake, and they began to be swamped and to be in danger. And they came to Him and woke Him up, saying, "Master, Master, we are perishing!"
My path to find the Lord has been a hard one. I was a broken man. Nobody had any use for me but Jesus Christ. He had me right where he wanted me. His love seemed hard for a long time, but I can see now that it was necessary.
I then contacted botulism toxin from improperly prepared food. It is 99.89% fatal. He brought me to death's door to strip away my pride and self-reliance. He left me completely paralyzed and on life support for three months. He let me struggle to see and hear again, then to crawl and finally walk and talk again. I was forced to rely on him for everything.
And being aroused, He rebuked the wind and the surging waves, and they stopped, and it became calm. And He said to them, "Where is your faith?" And they were fearful and amazed, saying to one another, "Who then is this, that He commands even the winds and the water, and they obey Him?"
O Lord God Almighty, who is like you?
You are mighty, O Lord, and your faithfulness surrounds you.
You rule over the surging sea;
when its waves mount up, you still them.
Who has ascended into heaven and descended?
Who has gathered the wind in His fists?
Who has wrapped the water in His garment?
Who has established all the ends of the earth?
What is His name or His son's name?
Surely you know!
Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good;
his love endures forever....
Others went out on the sea in ships;
they were merchants on the mighty waters.
They saw the works of the Lord, his wonderful deeds in the deep.
For he spoke and stirred up a tempest that lifted high the waves.
They mounted up to the heavens
and went down to the depths;
in their peril their courage melted away.
They reeled and staggered like drunken men;
they were at their wits' end.
Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble,
and he brought them out of their distress.
He stilled the storm to a whisper;
the waves of the sea were hushed.
They were glad when it grew calm,
and he guided them to their desired haven.
Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love
and his wonderful deeds for men.
Since I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior, life has not been easy, but it is a real adventure. Life today for me is a joy.
Within our earth itself, wind, wave, lightning, storm, flood, drought, avalanche, earthquake, fire, heat, cold, germ, virus, epidemic, all from time to time threaten and destroy life. Sooner or later one of them may destroy us. The story of the stilling of the storm is not, of course, meant to tell us that Christ will never allow any believer to perish by drowning, or by any other natural disaster. Many believers have so perished. It does demonstrate that he is Lord of the physical forces in the universe, that for him nothing happens by accident, and that no force in all creation can destroy his plan for our eternal salvation or separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord (Rom. 8:38-39).
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