Help us really to dig in, Jesus, and be with you.
- After all the poor fiction and cheap biblical movies which have turned your life and death into almost bizarre superstition, Jesus, it's hard for me to see your cross as it really was.
- They've even turned Jerusalem into such a tourist attraction that it's not at all easy, even while walking along the actual ground you walked, to visualize anything with honesty or accuracy.
- I imagine it was sweaty and hot. When you said from the cross, "I thirst," I am sure you were very thirsty. It's easy for us today to say you were really thirsting for men's souls (and I'm sure you were), but isn't this just a dodge that keeps us from accepting the fact of your humanity? Why do we want to forget that you were a man, hanging on the cross for hours, who simply needed something to drink?
- Can we somehow get through all the decoration which has been developed about the cross and just be quiet and be there with you?
Why is reality about you so shocking to us, Lord?
- They've made the cross you hung on so pretty, Jesus.
- I know the real cross wasn't pretty at all. But I guess I understand why they want to make copies of it out of fine woods and even semiprecious stones, because you hung on it.
- Yet doesn't this romanticize your death, Lord, and give it a kind of gloss it didn't have? Your death was bloody and dirty and very real. Can't we face it that way, Jesus? And can't we face the fact that you were a real man, living a human life, as well as God?
(Malcolm Boyd, Are You Running With Me, Jesus?)
Psalm 22:1-21 is a passage I have struggled with all week, feeling
inadequate to deal with it. This psalm may be the most amazing
of all the messianic psalms that we're examining together in preparation
for Easter week. The first twenty-one verses are a song of the
cross. Apart from the gospel records themselves, these verses
describe the crucifixion of Christ more accurately and in greater
detail than any other portion of Scripture. King David, the psalmist,
painted this picture a thousand years before Jesus Christ was
born. This is one of the most powerful predictive passages of
all time. I really feel that we're standing on holy ground before
this text. We ought to take off our spiritual shoes and kneel
before this profound mystery.
Our psalm examines the thinking of Jesus during those six hours
from nine a.m. until three p.m. when he was hanging on the cross.
We're going to see in him two conflicting emotions that alternate
back and forth. They are described by the writer to the Hebrews
(12:2): "...For the joy set before Him [he] endured the cross,
despising the shame." Jesus did go to the cross with the
clear vision of the joyful triumph to come through resurrection,
but before he could realize that joy of victory, he had to endure
a humiliating, bloody execution. Psalm 22:1-21 helps us understand
how these emotions of joy and shame were entangled in his experience
of the cross. So David's prophetic prayer of lament becomes the
expression of the conflict within Jesus. The physical, emotional,
and spiritual anguish of Golgatha did raise doubts in Jesus' mind.
It tore at his very soul. And the trauma described in these verses
is frighteningly real.
The Terror of Abandonment by God
The first two verses open with a heart-wrenching cry of dereliction.
The question "Why?" speaks of the terror of abandonment
by his Father that Jesus feels:
My God, my God, why hast Thou forsaken me?
Far from my deliverance are the words of my groaning.
O my God, I cry by day, but Thou dost not answer;
And by night, but I have no rest.
Jesus hung on the cross, dying in agony alone. It is true that
there were other people all around him, but he was alone in a
way that he had never before experienced in his life. He had been
left alone by his friends the night before as he prayed in Gethsemane.
Remember, they fell asleep while he was praying. And then his
anguished cry came, "Abba, Father! Is there any way
for this cup to pass from me?" He had also been betrayed
by a friend that night, and that betrayal had been accomplished
with a kiss. He had been denied by another friend at dawn. Remember
the profanity of Peter: "I don't know him! He's no friend
of mine." Then all of his friends had abandoned him. So all
through that early morning ordeal of mock trials and physical
beatings, Jesus had stood alone. It had all been illegal, but
it was deadly serious. He was never proven guilty of anything,
but he was sentenced to death. And now he hung on the cross alone,
and even God was gone. These first two verses record his painful
scream of terror. Matthew 27:46 records these words in Aramaic
because that is the language in which Jesus cried out. It was
the language of his family, the language of intimate relationship.
It is the same language in which he had cried out the night before,
"Abba, Father!" Jesus cried out because at the
time when he most needed God's presence and activity and prayed
with the greatest intensity for God to be there, God was not there.
Sometimes we as Christians are made to think that we really never
will have periods of doubt or distress, at least like this. We
are told that if we do struggle spiritually, it is due to some
inadequacy of ours, or because we are not sufficiently under the
control of the Holy Spirit; or perhaps it is due to some unconfessed
sin. But this is often not the case. Believers do hurt sometimes
even when there is no spiritual weakness, no lack of faith, and
no sinful failure. What we need as struggling Christians in times
like that is someone to come alongside us and say, "I know
what it feels like, I've hurt like that. I've experienced distance
from God, and here is how God met the need...." That is what
Jesus can do for us now as we identify with his abandonment by
the Father.
Look again at those two verses. The sky is dark, the heavens are
silent, and God is gone. As I struggled with this text last week
it was as if those words didn't compute. God is never gone. He
promises to never leave or forsake his people, that he will be
nearer than a brother to us. God promises his people that the
trials they face will never be greater than they can bear; there
will always be an escape. They will be able to bear it because
God cares. And yet for Jesus in his humanity on that dark afternoon,
there was an unnatural stillness in the Jerusalem air--God was
gone.
And there are times when this is how we feel as well: All the
promises of the Bible not withstanding, it really seems like God
is gone. So in his human scream to a distant God, Jesus showed
us that he did and does understand the worst fears of our human
hearts, that he experienced what the medieval mystic John of the
Cross called "the dark night of the soul."
Jesus' cry of dereliction had another edge to it as well because
of what he had become. He was not just a good man who died unjustly.
He had become sin for us, and that was the most awful thing about
Jesus' death. He who had never committed a breach of Torah, and
had kept faithfully the inner essence of the Law to God's perfect
satisfaction-this is the One who was made to be sin itself as
he died on the cross. Years after his death, the apostle Paul
explained the cross this way (2 Corinthians 5:21): "God made
him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become
the righteousness of God."
I read a biography of Martin Luther a number of years ago. It
said that this is one passage that Luther never preached on. He
could never fathom this mystery. His wife Catherine talked of
one entire day he spent in his study wrestling with this text.
She heard him pacing back and forth. And over and over again she
would hear him utter the statement, "God forsaking Jesus-no
man can understand that."
Resolute faith
This psalm provides not only the deepest expression of human
spiritual anguish, but it also provides the strongest assertions
of resolute faith in the next three verses. Here we see the alternation
between shame and fear and despair, and hope. Verses 3-5:
Yet Thou art holy,
O Thou who art enthroned upon the praises of Israel.
In Thee our fathers trusted;
They trusted, and Thou didst deliver them.
To Thee they cried out, and were delivered;
In Thee they trusted, and were not disappointed.
When we put verses 1-2 with verses 3-5, we see that one person
can say both things in the same context; there is that dichotomy
of shame and joy, of fear and faith. In fact, this may be the
genuine marvel of the psalm: When a believer is hurting, he or
she is still a believer. The one who screams at God still believes
in God. That's why the prayer is addressed to him. In verses 1-2
three times the call is to "My God." In the Hebrew twice
the name he uses to address God is El Berith, the mighty
God of the covenant. Once it is Elohim, the mighty creator-sustainer
God. That is what launches this confession of trust in verses
3-5.
Jesus recalls God's character in these three verses. He says God
is the Holy One. There is no one like God; he is distinct-awesome,
grand, perfect, sinless, and complete in himself. And the amazing
thing is that Jesus says, even in the midst of the agony, that
he is worthy of praise.
David gave Jesus some memories of Israel's salvation history.
"...Our fathers trusted." These memories provide a basis
for continuing trust in his Father, even on the cross. That word
trust, which is used three times in verses 3-5, means to give
God one's full weight, literally to collapse onto him. So Jesus
was hanging by the nails on the cross with the full weight of
the sins of the world crushing him, and he remembered his faithful
heavenly Father on whom he could collapse in confidence. He remembered
his own heritage of faith, that from Abraham and Sarah onward
there had always been men and women of faith who had prayed to
God in times of deep distress. And God had been faithful in the
history of his people. For that reason, Jesus claims the same
faithfulness of God for himself. That is important for us as well
when we are agonizing, to remember the God of history, the God
of deliverance and salvation.
Dehumanizing Suffering
But as Jesus looked down from the cross at all the people
gathered around in the scene below him, his present terrible circumstances
were completely different from his memories of past history, and
once again the alternation sets in. Verses 6-8 are another agonized
cry of lament:
But I am a worm, and not a man,
A reproach of men, and despised by the people.
All who see me sneer at me;
They separate with the lip, they wag the head, saying,
"Commit yourself to the LORD; let Him deliver him;
Let Him rescue him, because He delights in him."
It is amazing how a person who is hurting experiences this movement back and forth between trust and hurt. That is how it really is, because the hurting believer is still trusting. But the hurt doesn't go away just because you trust. That was Jesus' experience. He had been beaten in the morning, and now he was hanging on the cross. The pain of his suffering was dehumanizing--"I am like a worm, not even a human being anymore." In the prophet Isaiah's own predictive description of Messiah as the suffering servant, he writes (52:14):
"...His appearance was so disfigured beyond that of any man
and his form marred beyond human likeness...."
In his dying Jesus was treated like a common criminal-despised, hated by society. It was as if he no longer had a right to live in society. Matthew records for us (see 27:39-43) the sneering sarcasm, the verbal abuse referred to in verses 6-8. He places the very words of verse 8 in the mouths of the unthinking multitude as they jeered at Jesus on the cross.
Remembering God's involvement
But Jesus' thoughts escaped the present terror of the cross
as he once again thought back to the past to restore his confidence.
This time he thought not about the salvation history of the nation
Israel of which he was a part, but about God's intimate involvement
with him personally. Verses 9-11:
Yet Thou art He who didst bring me forth from the womb;
Thou didst make me trust when upon my mother's breasts.
Upon Thee I was cast from birth;
Thou hast been my God from my mother's womb.
Be not far from me, for trouble is near;
For there is none to help.
Jesus remembers and affirms his lifelong relationship with
his heavenly Father. He says it began in the womb. It was expressed
through his birth and continued unbroken throughout his life.
It is clear from the text that he first learned of this relationship
from his mother. These words affirm the central role a mother
has in the nurture of her child's developing faith in God. There
is no one so helpless as a newborn infant, and for that child
there is nothing so comforting as the arms and breasts of his
or her mother. There is a real sense in which we first learn to
trust in God's security, protection, and safety when we're held
securely in our mother's arms. For the baby Jesus that mother
was Mary, the woman Dr. Luke tells us to called "blessed
among women" (1:42). It is amazing that Jesus would remember
learning faith from his mother as he looked down at her standing
at the foot of the cross with the other women and John.
It is in this setting of faith in the midst of despair, of confidence
in the midst of lament, that the Savior is given the words he
prays in verse 11. This is another cry for Yahweh to come
near. Remember the pattern of the alternation between lament and
confession. He believes he is alone and God must come near and
take notice. Jesus cannot bear to die alone. This whole section
turns on the distancing and the nearness of God.
The crucifixion foretold
Verses 12-18 focus a final time on the agony of Jesus' crucifixion:
Many bulls have surrounded me;
Strong bulls of Bashan have encircled me.
They open wide their mouth at me,
As a ravening and a roaring lion.
I am poured out like water,
And all my bones are out of joint;
My heart is like wax;
It is melted within me.
My strength is dried up like a potsherd,
And my tongue cleaves to my jaws;
And Thou dost lay me in the dust of death.
For dogs have surrounded me;
A band of evildoers has encompassed me;
They pierced my hands and my feet.
I can count all my bones.
They look, they stare at me;
They divide my garments among them,
And for my clothing they cast lots.
Crucifixion was a Roman form of execution. It was unknown among
the Hebrew people at the time of David. But the language of David
in this central part of Psalm 22 is simply stunning. He uses hyperbole
to accentuate his own suffering (we have no idea what personal
experience David might be describing in these verses), and his
impassioned language builds vivid word pictures. The Holy Spirit
of God inspired David to describe the sufferings of our Savior
in terms that weren't part of his own experience. We have seen
that pattern over and over again in all these messianic psalms
that we have been studying together.
Notice the descriptive phrases that David uses in his prophetic
song, images that Jesus claims as his own on the cross. Verses
12-13 describe the scene from the cross. Jesus looks down and
sees himself encircled by his executioners, and they are like
dangerous animals. The jeering crowd, the Jewish religious leaders
and the Roman soldiers are like charging bulls or roaring lions.
In verse 16 he says they are like wild dogs, and as he looks out
they seem irresistible, overwhelming, frightening, and destructive.
Have you ever had nightmares in which you were being chased by
a monster or beast? If you have, and you awakened with your heart
pounding, glad that you were awake, then you can understand and
identify a little bit with the terror that Jesus felt as he saw
himself encircled by ravening monsters, slavering beasts.
Verses 14-15 describe his exhaustion on the cross, his intense
physical suffering as he was dying. His body was thrust forward
in an unnatural position, and it caused his internal organs to
press painfully against each other. He was greatly dehydrated.
The weight of his body was pulling his bones out of their sockets.
His heart was barely functioning.
The last phrase of verse 15 is very important. He says to his
Father, "...And Thou dost lay me in the dust of death."
Jesus acknowledges here that God is at work through his suffering
and death. It is God who will bring him to death. Jesus will experience
no vindication, no justification, no reward in this life. All
of that will be accomplished through resurrection.
Verses 16-18 are amazing in their graphic detail. He is surrounded
by a band of evildoers. His hands and feet have been pierced.
His bones (in his rib cage) can be counted. They look at him,
they stare at him. The Roman soldiers divide his garments among
themselves, gambling for his clothing (see Matthew 27:35). Again,
the enemies are like animals, like dogs barking at him, hurling
abuse and curses. When verse 16 mentions evil, it is supernatural,
satanic evil at work in the cross. Earlier in the day Jesus had
said to his enemies, "...This is your hour-when the power
of darkness reigns" (Luke 22:53). He has been stripped naked
(that is how they can see all the ribs in his rib cage). That
was all part of the humiliation of the condemned criminal, dying
without a shred of dignity left.
Trusting the answer will come
So with the power of the dog at work, with no God near, Jesus
offers up one final cry for his heavenly Father to come near and
deliver him. This final appeal ends on an amazing note of confidence,
of hope and trust. Verses 19-21:
But Thou, O LORD, be not far off;
O Thou my help, hasten to my assistance.
Deliver my soul from the sword,
My only life from the power of the dog.
Save me from the lion's mouth;
And from the horns of the wild oxen Thou dost answer me.
When he says in verse 20, "Deliver my soul...my only life...."
it is really "my precious life," the life that is most
dear to him. It indicates that Jesus didn't die calmly, serenely,
tranquilly. He died in agony. God built into him a strong survival
instinct, just as he did in the rest of us. It was not easy for
Jesus to let go and give up.
"Thou dost answer me," or perhaps "Thou hast answered
me," the phrase that ends this section, is one word in the
Hebrew, a verb in the perfect tense. It means specifically that
the answer is in process. He is saying, "I may not feel it
or see it, but I choose to believe that you are a God who answers,
and the answer has begun." Jesus' cry from the cross, his
last, one of his dying breaths, is recorded by Dr. Luke in his
gospel (23:46): "Father, into Thy hands I commit my spirit."
He died certain that God would act. So the petition is complete.
He has expressed both his pain and his hope, and now it is up
to God to act.
For the psalmist and for Jesus there remains, in the rest of the
psalm, the vow to praise God and the anticipation that God will
answer his prayer. In the next message we will rejoice together
at God's powerful, creative answer to this prayer of Messiah.
Beginning with verse 22 and continuing to the end, verse 31, there
is a great celebration of triumph, of resurrection.
But what happened this day when Jesus, God's only Son, was on
the cross can never fully be understood. The mystery is too great.
However, its powerful, saving, life-transforming effect is most
evident. All we have to do is look around at people in the body
of Christ whose lives have been changed because of the cross of
Jesus. Listen to this wonderful, prophetic description of Christ's
wounding for us and its dramatic effect from which we benefit
in Isaiah 53:4-6:
"Surely he took up our infirmities
and carried our sorrows,
yet we considered him stricken by God,
smitten by him, and afflicted.
But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was upon him,
and by his wounds we are healed.
We all, like sheep, have gone astray,
each of us has turned to his own way;
and the LORD has laid on him
the iniquity of us all."
The weight of our sin under which he died is clear in this
passage. Yet the incredible result is that we have peace as a
lifestyle with our Father in heaven, with ourselves internally,
and with people with whom we live. Jesus died to give us shalom,
and also to bring healing. By his wounds we have spiritual healing
from sin-sickness, healing in relationships, and restoration from
the illnesses that life and circumstances and others have wreaked
on us.
Let me close with these words from Charles Haddon Spurgeon, the
great British preacher. This is his reflection on the significance
of Christ's wounding for us:
Christ's wounds kill my suspicion and fears. A crucified Savior is the life of faith, and the death of unbelief. Can you view the flowing of the Savior's precious blood upon the tree of doom, and not trust Him? What more can He do to prove His sincerity than to die for us? His life is the mirror of love, but in His death, the sun shines on it with a blaze of glory.
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